Anonymous
Beloved of All
I was 21 weeks pregnant and I delivered my baby 7/14/14 at 452pm and my baby didn't make it I have been so lost these past few weeks blaming myself. I had test run on my baby and today I found out that he had amniotic band wrapped around his left hand and if he was born full term he wouldn't had any finger. My husband and I tried for years to have a baby and when I got pregnant it made us happy even knowing that we didn't find out until I was 13weeks. When this loss happen to us I became angry and numb that my body just gave out and I was becoming a different wife and stepmother that I also stop interacting with my stepson, I also started to hate myself and others. Im still hurt and afraid that if I do become pregnant again that this will happen again. My request is to bless my husband and I with a heart to still love each other and that we also get blessed one day soon with other gift from GOD and that I have a healthy pregnancy next time around.
