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dkostewa
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I am asking everyone to please pray for my marriage and my husband. Me and my husband have been seperated sence dec. 2007. I have two little girls. Annelise she is 2 1/2 and Mckinna is 1 1/2. Me and Josh had alot of problems in our marriage. I was a stay at home mom and Josh was compleatly responcible for supporting our family. I waited all day for him to get home and I required way to much attention from him. I was not respectful. I was selfish and took him for granite. Me and Josh had meet when I was 16 and he was 17 we married young and I had my first kid at 21 my second at 22. It was alot for us to take on at such a young age and with our finantual situation it starined our marriage. Since Josh left I have started to work as a emt after grauduating school. I have had both the girls by myself with Josh only seeing them 3 hours a week. I am now in the prosses of getting a home. I have gotten baptized, gone to church and am trying to rely on God to guide me. I have grown up a lot. Josh my love is struggling. He started dating a married women three weeks after leaving his family and moved in with her the day after her husband left for iraq. He says he loves her but they are fighting often and he has moved back in with his parents several times he says he is happy but doesnt seem like it he has stoped going to church and is falling farther and farther away from the lord. I pray all the time that god can find his lost sheep and bring him back to god and us. I love Josh with all my heart and soul and want to make this marriage work. I am asking everyone to pray that God can find Josh and that he can make the obedient choices in his life. I pray that Haydee the married women may see what she is doing to her marriage and my marriage as well as my daughters lives and pray that she may let go of my husband and that God may go into her heart and that she to may do gods will. I want the best for Josh. I want him to be happy and healthy and Do what is right I want him to do Gods will. I know this is gods hand and that only he can change this but I know that pray is powerful and I need all Gods power to go into Joshs heart. Thank you all for your love and thoughtful prayers.