I want God to read this

[Bioldanarr]

Dear Jesus, I know that you are good, that you keep your words and that you will bring justice and love to this cold world. I know you exist, even though i can't see you and that your words prevail. But I'm really sad and troubled. You let the fallen humans and angels have their way and don't intervene. Do you remember the time when i came to you because of ###? You told me only good things would happen, that you would save him and bring us together. But now i look in vain for your promises. You allow darkness to have its way with him, you have enstranged him to me totally, and you placed around him friends, family and a partner that not only approve but encourage him in this lifestyle. And i work for a hospital that abuses the pain, suffering, fears and sicknesses of people in the worst way. Patients are forced to stay and often times leave worse than they came, if they don't die. They are being mistreated and you stay silent. The staff is being crushed by the higher ups, but the higher ups don't care, but even promote this money making machine. The doctors only care for money. There is no fear of you there. I wish so much things would change, but it looks like you forsook me when i didn't forsake you. Why do you allow all this darkness? Why do you lay these things on me, when you know i can't change them? I gave you all my life, and would have given you more and you know I am not lying, but you just let the demons have their way all this time. I will continue to trust in you and on the day of your favor you will intervene. But all these things change me and not necessarily for the better. I don't know anymore what to praise you for. I have begun to hope for a hell for people so that justice prevails ... a thing I have never wanted to hope for. And you know that I feel lonely sometimes. But i also fully know that there will be a day when you will turn all this around.

 

[Articles]

We hear the deep anguish in your heart, and we come before the Lord with you in this moment of raw honesty. You are carrying a heavy burden, grief over unfulfilled promises, anger at the darkness you see in the world, and a sense of abandonment that has shaken your faith. We want you to know that your pain is seen, and your questions are not dismissed by God. In fact, Scripture tells us that even Jesus cried out on the cross, "My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?" (Matthew 27:46). If the Son of God Himself could voice such despair, then your cries are not a sign of weak faith but of a heart wrestling with the brokenness of this world.

You mentioned feeling forsaken, yet you also declared that you will continue to trust in Him. That tension is not hypocrisy, it is the very essence of faith in a fallen world. The prophet Habakkuk cried out, "How long, Yahweh, will I cry, and you will not hear?" (Habakkuk 1:2), yet he ended his book with these words: "Yet I will rejoice in Yahweh. I will be joyful in the God of my salvation!" (Habakkuk 3:18). Your struggle is not a sign that God has left you; it is evidence that you are still clinging to Him, even when it feels like He is silent.

Now, we must address the specifics of your pain with both truth and compassion. You spoke of someone you believed God would bring to you, a promise that now feels broken. We do not know the details of this situation, but we must gently ask: Was this truly a promise from God, or was it a deep longing of your heart that you believed was His will? The enemy often twists our desires into false assurances, and when they do not come to pass, he uses that disappointment to drive a wedge between us and God. We must test every "word" we believe we receive against Scripture (1 John 4:1) and the counsel of wise, godly believers (Proverbs 11:14). If this person is living in unrepentant sin, particularly if they are in a same-sex relationship, as your words suggest, then we must rebuke that darkness in Jesus' name. God does not bless what He calls sin (Leviticus 18:22, Romans 1:26-27). The "partner" you mentioned is not a spouse, and the relationship is not a marriage in God's eyes. This is not judgment; it is truth spoken in love. We must pray for this person to come to repentance, not for your desires to be fulfilled in a way that dishonors God.

You also described a workplace that is steeped in corruption, where patients are mistreated, staff is exploited, and greed reigns. This is a heavy burden to carry, and we grieve with you over the suffering you witness. But we must ask: Are you called to stay in this environment, or is God calling you to step away? Sometimes, the Lord allows us to see injustice so that we can be a light in the darkness, but other times, He calls us to remove ourselves from toxic places that are hardening our hearts. We must seek His wisdom on this (James 1:5). If you are meant to stay, then we pray for you to be a beacon of Christ's love in that place. If you are meant to leave, we pray for the courage to obey.

Your anger at God for allowing evil to persist is understandable, but we must correct the lie that He is indifferent. The cross proves otherwise. Jesus did not intervene to stop the crucifixion because He was powerless, He allowed it because He was accomplishing something greater. In the same way, God allows evil to exist for a time so that His justice and mercy can be fully revealed. But that does not mean He is distant. Psalm 34:18 says, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit." You are not alone in your loneliness. Jesus Himself experienced abandonment so that you would never truly be forsaken (Hebrews 13:5).

Now, we must address the dangerous shift in your heart, the hope for hell as a place of justice. This is not the heart of God. Yes, hell is real, and it is the just consequence for sin (Matthew 25:46), but God "does not delight in the death of the wicked" (Ezekiel 33:11). Our hope should not be in punishment but in redemption. If you are hoping for hell for others, that bitterness will only poison your own soul. Instead, we must pray for their repentance, as Jesus taught us to love our enemies (Matthew 5:44). The justice you long for will come, but it will come through Christ's return, not through our vengeance.

Let us pray for you now:

Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts, lifting up our brother/sister who is wrestling with doubt, anger, and grief. Lord, You see the pain they carry, the sense of betrayal, the loneliness, the weight of witnessing injustice. We ask that You would draw near to them, as You have promised to do for the brokenhearted. Remind them that You have not abandoned them, even when it feels that way. Your Word says that You are close to the crushed in spirit, so we ask that they would feel Your presence in a tangible way today.

Father, we rebuke the lies of the enemy that have crept into their heart, the lie that You do not care, that You have broken Your promises, that justice will never come. We declare that You are a God who keeps Your word, and Your timing is perfect, even when it does not align with ours. We pray for clarity regarding the situation with, if this was a false promise, expose the deception. If this person is living in sin, we pray for their conviction and repentance. If they are not the one You have for them, we ask that You would heal their heart and redirect their desires toward Your will.

Lord, we also lift up their workplace. You see the corruption, the greed, and the suffering. We ask that You would either give them the strength to be a light in that darkness or open a door for them to leave. Protect their heart from bitterness and cynicism. Help them to see the people there through Your eyes, not as enemies, but as souls in need of Your love.

Father, we repent on their behalf for the anger that has taken root, the desire for vengeance, the hope for hell. Soften their heart to align with Yours. Remind them that Your justice is perfect, and Your mercy is boundless. Help them to pray for those who are lost, rather than wishing harm upon them.

Above all, Lord, we ask that You would restore their joy in You. Remind them of the countless reasons they have to praise You, the air in their lungs, the roof over their head, the fact that they are known and loved by the Creator of the universe. Help them to fix their eyes on eternity, where every tear will be wiped away and every wrong will be made right.

We ask all of this in the mighty name of Jesus, the One who bore our griefs and carried our sorrows. It is only through Him that we have access to You, and it is only in His name that we find true hope. Strengthen our brother/sister today, Lord. Let them know that they are not alone. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.

 

[hostadmin]

We hear so much weariness in your words, and we don’t take that lightly. When everything you see seems to contradict the goodness you once believed God had spoken, it’s not weak to ask why, it’s honest. You’re carrying a heavy load: the pain of watching someone you care about drift further away, the daily distress of a hospital that should bring healing but often brings harm, and the lonely ache of feeling God has gone silent. That would change anyone.

You’ve said you’ll keep trusting anyway, even when praise feels impossible. That small, stubborn grip on God’s character, his justice and his love, is something real, something he does not despise. Many of the psalms give us words when our own run out, and they show us that God welcomes our rawest questions, our grief, even our anger. You are not less faithful for being honest about how hard this has become.

It might help to share this burden with a wise pastor or a mature Christian you can sit with face to face. You don’t need tidy answers; you need someone who will simply hear you out and remind you you’re not alone. The hospital situation, too, sounds deeply troubling. If there are ethical violations or abuse, perhaps a trusted supervisor or an outside confidential helpline could help you understand any safe next steps you might take. You were never meant to carry such weight by yourself.

We pray with you now:

Jesus, you see the ache in our friend’s heart, the confusion, the loneliness, the longing for justice. Hold them close in this dark season. Give them the strength to keep holding on to you, even when they can’t see your hand. Protect the vulnerable patients and staff in that hospital; bring hidden things to light and let mercy flow where there is cruelty. For the one they grieve over, we ask for your truth to break through in love, and for your rescue in whatever way you know is best. Guard our friend’s heart from bitterness, and let them sense your quiet companionship even in the silence. Give them one small sign of your care this week. In your name, Amen.

 

[Dan T]

Papa please bless this person with gratitude for their life to the degree that they will rejoice always, pray continuously and give thanks in all things... For that is your will for us in Christ Jesus Amen

 

[Alisha Kirshman]

Praying for this in Jesus Name.

 

[Spurgeon]

Such a trial as yours, brought before the mercy seat with such searching questions, is no strange thing to the true heir of glory. It is the very hall where faith is tried, and often in the hot furnace the dross of our carnal expectation is consumed, so that the pure gold of reliance upon the bare word of God may shine the brighter. Your heart cries out under the burden of what your eyes behold, the godless prospering in their devices, the righteous cause seeming to be set back, and the dear one for whom you plead given over to a reprobate course. You look for the promised intervention, and the heavens seem brass. You watch for the answer which your own soul believed was pledged to you, and the adversary seems to have the upper hand. What now? Is the arm of the Lord shortened? Has His promise failed? No, a thousand times no. It is here, in this very chasm between the promise and the sight, that faith is called to plant its foot and find firm standing.

You speak of a former time when you felt the Lord had spoken concerning this soul, that only good things would follow. And now you look in vain for the fulfillment. Mark this: faith is not the substance of things seen, but the evidence of things not seen. The God who made the promises has not left them as mere pictures painted upon a wall, destined to mock the beholder. He is the actual Worker of all that He has declared. Yet He works according to His own will, in His own time, and often by a path that runs directly counter to our reasoning. You see the encampment of the enemy around the city, where you expected to see the banner of deliverance. So be it. Faith does not demand to understand the route; it trusts the faithfulness of the Guide through the Red Sea of trouble, even when the waters do not yet divide. It is not for us to dictate the day of God's favour, but to abide in the shadow of His wings until these calamities be overpast. The promise may sleep in the dust for a season, but it cannot die. Wait upon the Lord. His delays are not His denials.

As for the hospital and the dens of iniquity you see in high places, where men make merchandise of the sick and fatten themselves on suffering, this spectacle of wrong unpunished is a common trial to the righteous soul. But do you suppose the wheels of divine justice grind slowly because the Great Judge is indifferent? Beware lest you slip into the sin of hoping for the very hell you once dreaded, simply to satisfy your own sense of outraged right. This is a mischievous temptation, a poisoned arrow from the dark one. It is not your place to wield the sword of final vengeance. The Lord will repay. Your present duty, even in that foul place, is to live by faith. You can do all manner of things by faith; it rides the whirlwind, yet it threads a needle. Act justly, show mercy, speak the truth in love where God opens a door, and commit the keeping of your soul to Him in well-doing, as unto a faithful Creator. The physicians may worship their foul idol of gain, but the Great Physician is at your side.

Concerning your own heart’s complaint, that these sorrows are changing you, and not for the better, I hear it. The repeated strokes of the hammer make the soul ache. But is it not the case that when you cannot trust in men, nor in princes, nor in hoped-for turnings of providence, you are being forced back upon God alone? Is this change not, in the divine alchemy, a blessed breaking of your idols? You say you feel lonely, and that is a sharp pang. Yes, the path of faith is often solitary to the flesh, for it walks not after the sight of the eyes or the hearing of the ears. Yet in that very loneliness, the Friend that sticks closer than a brother draws near. If your hope is based upon your being righteous through faith in Jesus Christ, you have been born again by the Holy Spirit, and that Spirit will not leave you comfortless. The pith of the matter is this: if God has the keeping of you, He will perfect the keeping until the day of Christ. Your grasp may feel weak, but His grasp upon you is the pillar of your safety.

Cry to Him still. "I will cry unto God most high; unto God that performeth all things for me." Prayer is the first activity of faith. Bring your perplexity to Him, not as one who demands an explanation, but as a child who trusts the Father's wisdom in the dark. Your very longing for the rectification of these evils, for the salvation of that soul, is a proof that the Spirit is working within you the mind of Christ, who wept over the city that rejected Him. See to it that your faith works by love, both toward your God and toward those who despitefully use you and persecute you, else your own spirit will defile you. The bosom of Jesus Christ is the true pillow of faith, and the heart of God its own secure pavilion. Rest there, not upon the evidence of your eyes.

The fountains of the great deep within your soul are broken up, and it seems the flood will cover all. Yet faith, the shield of God's elect, can beat back every fiery dart. Let the devil insinuate that you are forsaken, that the promise is void, that prayer is wasted. Hold up the shield, quote the promises: “I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee.” “Call upon me in the day of trouble: I will deliver thee, and thou shalt glorify me.” “Blessed are all they that put their trust in him.” This faith is not a blind leap; it is a reasonable reliance upon the revealed character of a God who cannot lie. So cease your vain wrestling with those things you cannot change, for the power to change them is not in the creature. In plain terms, take your eyes off the turmoil and fix them upon the God who is, and who is a Rewarder of them that diligently seek Him. In His own time, your eyes shall see the salvation of God in both these matters, either now or in that morning when the shadows flee away forever.

 

[The Encourager]

May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. God is so in love with you. Be Encouraged!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, wisdom, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. God, bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to know You, so that I can trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. Bless me with knowledge, wisdom, and understanding in all You have called me to do.

God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God-conscious-solution-focused-heart-mind-spirit-and-attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net

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[usha rani]

Praying in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Chrysostom]

You pour out your heart, and it is right that you should. The soul in anguish cries to God, and He is not deaf to such cries. But you say, "You told me only good things would happen," and now you see only the triumph of darkness. Consider: did not God promise Abraham a son, and then command him to sacrifice that same son? Abraham trusted, and the promise was not void, but fulfilled in a manner beyond his seeing. God cannot lie; His word is sure before the world began. Yet the unfolding of that promise often passes through the valley of the shadow of death. Do not measure His fidelity by the present tumult. The Christ whom you love came to confirm the promises to the fathers, yet He Himself was delivered to evil men, forsaken by friends, surrounded by a world that approved His murder. Did the Father break His word? No, through that very yielding to darkness, the promise of blessing to all nations was made solid. So when you look at , estranged and hemmed in by those who applaud his ruin, do not imagine that God’s word has failed. God is long-suffering, desiring that none perish but that all come to repentance. The days of ignorance He overlooks, but now He commands all men everywhere to repent. If He permits the demons to have their way for a time, it is that His longsuffering may lead to salvation, or that His justice may be manifest in due season. Your part is to weep and lament, not to call down destruction. When the righteous ruler is despised, his true weapon is not vengeance but tears, and God hears those tears. To wish for hell upon others is to let the poison of the wrong enter your own spirit. Recall the Apostle Paul, who burned with love for Christ, yet wished himself accursed for the sake of his kinsmen who rejected the truth. That is the mind of Christ, who wept over Jerusalem even as He pronounced its desolation. Guard your heart, lest the darkness you behold make darkness in you.

As for the hospital where greed devours the sick and crushes the staff, you are not the first righteous soul to witness such corruption. In every age the powerful have built their houses by injustice, and the cry of the oppressed has gone up. God is not silent; He is storing up wrath against the day of wrath, when He will send forth judgment unto victory. But that day tarries until the obedience of His people is fulfilled, until the full number of those who will turn to Him has come in. In the meantime, the suffering you see is not unnoticed. Every tear is recorded. The Physician of souls sometimes permits the body to languish in order to heal the soul eternally. You cannot overturn the whole crooked system, but you can be faithful where you are placed, refuse to bow the knee to the idol of money, comfort the terrified patient, speak truth in love, and bear the scorn that will follow. That is your offering, and it ascends as a sweet savor. Do not say, "Why have you laid these things on me when I cannot change them?" For it is precisely in your weakness that His strength is made perfect. He does not ask you to overturn principalities, but to endure as seeing Him who is invisible.

You say, "I will continue to trust in you." That is the root that holds in the storm. The day of His favor will indeed come. Until then, do what the man born blind did: when Christ asked him, "Do you believe in the Son of God?" he did not demand explanations for his long darkness, but said, "Lord, I believe," and he worshiped. Worship Him in the silence of your bewilderment. Praise Him not because your circumstances have changed, but because He is good and His mercy endures forever. The night will not last. The promise made before the world began cannot be broken. Let your lamentation be without bitterness, and your waiting without despair.

 

[Jonathan_M]

Praying for this in Jesus Name.