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I told someone 4 months ago, I wish they would disappear. I say stuff at times of hurt, that I mean emotionally but doesn't mean really. I act upon my feelings, my feelings often control me. Although this person has put me through so many things. It's been 3 months since we've spoken, because I blocked all contact from him. Now that I unblocked him, I'm scared to reach out to him. Through 9 years we've been through ups and downs. It's really not like him not to come back for me. Even if we go 2 months without speaking. I really wanna apologize, and let him see I can forgive and move on. I was so bitter, but I do believe people can change. I gave up all my bad traits, and still working on becoming even better to be the Woman God created me to be. Please let him call me soon, and leave a message, since my phone is going through issues. Somewhere in my heart I feel we were just destined to be
