Hello I'm sorry that u are going through what u are going through I suffer from major depression and it is a horrible thing to suffer from. The best thing that I can tell you is pray that God removes this condition and if you like is see a doctor to get medication because this is something that you can't battle alone. I don't have any friends that I can talk to and yes nobody understands so I write my thoughts down everyday and you have to really just push yourself to do stuff everyday. Just take things one day at a time, I don't know what your life situation is but you have to think happy and think that life is worth being here and enjoying yourself. My situation is depression had me in the house all day everyday and I have kids and I never would take them out, I had thoughts of ending my life and my kids but I said that is not what I wanted to do saw went out and I seemed help from a mental health, I'm not on medication just yet but I got God in my life and was seeking answers for purpose in life and the main thing I found is talking to God so that is the main thing that is better than medication is praying to God everyday and believing thar things will happen. Don't give up and you have to know how to pray be very careful what you ask for. My situation was I wasn't working but my fiancée was paying everything but struggling with it, we have a 13,4, 4 month old. My kids because they are continually growing they needed more clothes I prayed God my kids need clothes, then I prayed God I need a car because our car just got totaled. A flood came and I live in Louisiana and we lost everything all I have and my kids is a couple of outfits and one pair of shoes. I started praying and not physically going to church but looking at the message online and paying my tithes and offerings to the church and I ended up donating to some major organizations. My fiancée got a vehicle through his dad as a gift and I got a vehicle that we both have no notes on, something very cheap but it is getting us from point A and B. I am starting fresh and buying my kids clothes and stuff. God works in mysterious ways though. I am thankful that we are staying in a hotel and not a shelter and that we can be comfortable until things blow over so just keep praying and believing and you will see a change.
