cesar00
Banned
My Lord Jesus I have sinned and I have walked away from You. Dear Lord after so much You have done for me, for the past two or three weeks I turned my back to You and Your mercy. I believed I could do things myself and returned to the world of darkness and believed I could walk amongst them and survive and grow and find prosperity. Dear Jesus for a few days it was good, but then fights broke out of nowhere, without reason at home, problems started to emerge every where, every thing started to go to hell. There were days when I went without prayer so I could do more work, I completely forgot my efforts to attend church daily tothank you and glorify you. Lord I even went to sleep many days without prayer because I was too tired or stressed by work. Everything I had strived to build in a relationship with you was thrown down the drain by a false confidence and expectation created by the devil to lure me away from you and I Dear Jesus fell for it completely. I stand before you today, confused, tired, lost Dear Lord, I stand before you to pick up the pieces, to beg for your forgiveness and love. To give my life back to you Lord for you to do with it as you please. I believe I have learned my lesson, the loneliness and sadness, the pain and ignorance of being away from you, of turning my back to you have been unbearable and on my knees before your cross I beg for forgiveness. There is no one who can give greater testimony of your mercy and love, of your care and gifts than I, yet it is I who abandons you for nothing, just another deceit by the evil one. Dear Lord I beg you touch me Lord, rstore my faith, my dedication to you and your work. Dear Lord give me the strength to follow the path you have designed for me. Dear Lord give me the lion's heart and courage to follow you and never turn back again. I do not want to look back Lord, cleanse the wounds and pain caused by my indifference to you. Make me hwole again Dear Jesus. I cannot see my life without you again. Cover me with your blood, annoint me with your spirit, allow me to again be one of your prayer warriors, one of your soldiers. Thank you Lord, for your patience, for your mercy, for your forgiveness. Thank you Jesus in you we trust.