I really need God more than anything right now. ...

[Anonymous]

I really need God more than anything right now. I am dealing with a lot of stress and a lot of problems going on in my life, I just feel alone, lost, hurt, overwhelmed. I am only ### years old and I had a rough walk of life to be my age, my family isn't really there for me. I lost a guy whom I really loved that I am pregnant by, and I still love him. I really do, truly miss him. I just never wanted things to be like this between me and him. I did something wrong and I feel like it's kinda my fault our relationship is ruined and his too. I had nothing; I lost all my clothes, ID, birth certificate, high school diploma, etc. I used to have to sell myself to make a living because I was homeless; my family wouldn't take me in, and at the time, my lover was in a different state. I told him what I was doing, and he was not happy with me at all, and I regret telling him, but he wouldn't send me money to help me out. So later on, during the late summer time, I started selling myself again to get a bus ticket to Ohio where my boyfriend is now. It wasn't easy, but I got there to him finally, and I was so happy even though I didn't have anything. I was just happy to be with him more than anything. Our relationship started going downhill. I started stealing because he wouldn't help me get things I wanted and needed. I stole makeup from his mom and I really regret it till this day, and I tried to steal a t-shirt from his cousin's girlfriend, which I regret too. I know I was wrong and I feel bad and sad because if I wouldn't have done that, we would be together right now. He did a lot of wrong doing to me as well. I don't want to get into details, but we were both wrong. I just hope to God opens his heart to forgive him and come back into my life. I just miss him and love him a lot, and plus all the other stress I am dealing with, I need prayer.

 

[papafishin52]

Heavenly Father, We ask for your will to be done in this situation. You are a kind, loving, merciful God. Please let your child feel your presence and to trust you in all things. We ask this in the name of your Holy son, Jesus Christ, and it is because of him we can come to your throne. We Thank you for this....Amen...

 

[dcrandjr]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

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