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Heidi
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Dear Heavenly father, since Brian filed for divorce in July. I have started smoking, a habit i truely hate. It has calmed my nerves. Lord, you know how much I hate smoking. I know what smoking does first hand, with my dad having enphyzema, and COPD. Lord, I hate this habit, I have been foolish in this bad habit. I want to quit. I'm setting up a time for me to quit, It will be Friday. Lord, I ask that you take this bad habit from me, I need your help. Its got a strong hold on me right now. I have really relied on these cigarettes during this rough time. I can no longer do it, I hate smoking. Lord, I pray you take this away from me. My kids will be so proud of me. They say I'm a strong person. and see that as my weakness. I do want to prove to my kids, that I can do this. Lord, I need you to calm my nerves, not those cigarettes. In Jesus Name,, amen