Anonymous
Beloved of All
I need your prayers. I know God's position on sex before marriage, but it happened that I fell for the guy. Yes, I was in love with him. But over the years (since 2012), the relationship wasn't a stable one. Out of my deep love, I'd always prayed and prayed for God to restore the relationship. So anytime this guy comes back, I see it as a sign of an answered prayer. And I've also had countless dreams of us as husband and wife. But one problem was, he only wants sex. Eventually, I succumbed. Since 2015, he started having frequent sex with me. He stopped talking to me in 2017. Later this year, he said he had never loved me, he was only raping me mentally, and that he was sorry for pushing me beyond the limit. I have prayed for forgiveness. The current situation now is I keep dreaming of a bleeding foot that prevents me from putting on my shoe, while this guy keeps looking at me.
Please, I need your prayers and advice. Thanks.
Please, I need your prayers and advice. Thanks.
