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Dear God, I don't know where exactly to start. I know I need an ending, though. For so long, I have been struggling and I am at wits' end with it. I am so tired. Where is my happy ever after? Will I have one, Lord? I am not an awful person, but I have had so much awful and evil in my life. I have tried several times to end this life, and no success, so maybe it is something bigger than even I understand that you have planned for me, and I just don't know what that is yet. But with me about to be homeless in 29 days, I am wondering is this a part of it, Lord? I need you so much. I need to know where, what, and how. How am I going to get through all of these things? Where am I going to go, even without this job being as steady as I need it to be, Lord? What am I to do? What am I to expect, Lord? It seems so funny to be getting kicked out of what was your residence for finding out your fiancé is anything but truthful and faithful, but it is your will, so I know it is for the best. By you knowing how much of it I was able to take, so I guess in this is a blessing. But I just need to know, Lord, will I be okay? Will I be able to make it out alright?
