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chatiyam
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Dear god, i don't know where exactly to start i know i need an ending though for so long i have been struggling and i am at wits end with it i am so tired where is my happy ever after will i have one lord i am not an awful person but i have had soo much awful and evil in my life i have tried several times to end this life and no success so maybe it is something bigger than even i understand that you have planned for me and i just dont know what that is yet but with me about to be homeless in 29 days i am wondering is this apart of it lord i need you so much i need to know where what and how how am i going to get through all of these things where am i going to go even without this job being as steady as i need it to be lord what am i to do what am i to expect lord it seems so funny to be getting kicked out of what was your residence for finding out your fiance is anything but truthful and faithful but it is your will so i know it is for the best by you knowing how much of it is that i was able to take so i guess in this is a blessing but i just need to know lord will i be okay will i be able to make it out alright
