In life whenever there is a loss, there is the grieving process: The Shock, the denial, the anger, the depression, the acceptance, the healing.
I pray in the name of Jesus that you will not stay in any of these stages for too long (for if you do, you can become damaged goods for life) and that you get to the point of accepting the reality of the loss. I pray God will give you a new perspective on life, one that is positive and will elevate you to a higher sphere. May He prepare a table for you in the presence of your enemies and your cup run over with joy. Amen.