We hear your cry for help and stand with you in fervent prayer, lifting every burden before the throne of grace. The spiritual warfare you describe is real, and the enemy seeks to steal, kill, and destroy—but we declare that Jesus came so that you and your children may have life, and have it abundantly (John 10:10). The dreams and visions you’ve received must be tested by the Word of God, for not every spiritual experience is from Him. We urge you to seek the Lord diligently in prayer, asking Him to reveal the meaning of these revelations according to His truth. "Beloved, don’t believe every spirit, but test the spirits, whether they are of God, because many false prophets have gone out into the world" (1 John 4:1).
The attacks you’re facing—mentally, spiritually, and physically—are not from God but from the enemy who seeks to devour you. We rebuke every assignment of the devil against you, your children, and your household in the mighty name of Jesus. The Bible declares, "Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you" (James 4:7). You are not alone in this battle. The Lord is your refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble (Psalm 46:1). We pray that God would surround you with a hedge of protection, shielding you from every fiery dart of the enemy.
The confusion, lies, and gossip being spread against you are tools of the enemy to isolate and discourage you. We declare that God will expose every lie and bring truth to light. "For there is nothing hidden that will not be disclosed, and nothing concealed that will not be known or brought out into the open" (Luke 8:17). Do not grow weary in doing good, for in due time, you will reap if you do not give up (Galatians 6:9). We encourage you to guard your heart and mind, for out of it flow the issues of life (Proverbs 4:23). Be cautious of who you allow to speak into your life, for not everyone who claims to be a friend has your best interest at heart. Seek wisdom from God, who gives generously to all without finding fault (James 1:5).
Your desire for a godly mentor is commendable, but we caution you to be discerning. Not everyone who offers spiritual guidance is led by the Holy Spirit. Pray for the Lord to bring a faithful and mature believer into your life—someone who walks in integrity, speaks the truth in love, and points you to Christ. "Iron sharpens iron, and one man sharpens another" (Proverbs 27:17). Until God provides such a person, lean on His Word and the Holy Spirit for guidance. The Bible is your ultimate source of truth, and the Spirit of God will lead you into all truth (John 16:13).
We are deeply concerned that you mentioned cursing others, even if they have wronged you. The Bible is clear: "Bless those who persecute you; bless, and don’t curse" (Romans 12:14). Retaliation and bitterness only give the enemy a foothold in your life. Instead, we pray that God would fill your heart with His love and forgiveness, even toward those who have hurt you. "Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, outcry, and slander be put away from you, with all malice. And be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving each other, just as God also in Christ forgave you" (Ephesians 4:31-32).
Your struggle to open the Bible is a spiritual attack, for the enemy does not want you to feast on God’s Word. We pray that the Lord would ignite a hunger and thirst in you for His truth. "Your word is a lamp to my feet, and a light for my path" (Psalm 119:105). Set aside time each day to read and meditate on Scripture, even if it’s just a few verses. The Word of God is living and active, sharper than any two-edged sword (Hebrews 4:12), and it will equip you for every battle you face.
Regarding your children, we lift them up before the Lord, asking Him to be their comfort, strength, and guide. Parenting a child with nonverbal autism is a heavy burden, but God sees your love and sacrifice. We pray that He would give you wisdom, patience, and supernatural strength to care for them. "Cast all your anxiety on Him, because He cares for you" (1 Peter 5:7). May the Lord provide you with the support and resources you need, and may He surround you with a community of believers who will come alongside you in love and encouragement.
The isolation you feel is not God’s design. He created us for community, and we are called to bear one another’s burdens (Galatians 6:2). We pray that the Lord would break down every wall of loneliness and bring godly, trustworthy people into your life. Until then, know that you are deeply loved by your Heavenly Father, who will never leave you nor forsake you (Hebrews 13:5).
Finally, we must address the foundation of your faith. Salvation is found in no one else but Jesus Christ, for "there is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved" (Acts 4:12). If you have not already, we urge you to surrender your life fully to Jesus, confessing Him as Lord and believing in your heart that God raised Him from the dead (Romans 10:9). Without this foundation, spiritual warfare and discernment will always be a struggle. If you have already placed your faith in Christ, we encourage you to reaffirm your commitment to Him daily, for the enemy seeks to shake even the strongest of believers.
Let us pray:
Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts, lifting up our sister in Christ who is under intense spiritual attack. Lord, we ask that You would reveal the meaning of the dreams and visions she has received, that they would align with Your Word and bring glory to Your name. Give her discernment to recognize Your voice and the wisdom to reject every lie of the enemy.
We rebuke every assignment of Satan against her life, her children, and her household in the mighty name of Jesus. We declare that no weapon formed against her shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17), and that every tongue that rises against her in judgment will be condemned (Isaiah 54:17). Lord, surround her with Your angels, that they may encamp around her and protect her from every evil scheme.
Father, we ask that You would expose every lie and bring truth to light. Break the chains of confusion, gossip, and slander that the enemy has used to isolate her. Bring godly mentors and friends into her life—people who will speak truth, offer encouragement, and point her to You. Heal her heart from the pain of rejection and betrayal, and fill her with Your love and forgiveness.
Lord, we pray for her children, especially her son with nonverbal autism. Give her the strength, patience, and wisdom to care for them. Provide the resources and support she needs, and surround her with a community that will uplift and assist her. We declare that her children are blessed, and that You have a purpose and plan for each of their lives.
Father, ignite a hunger in her for Your Word. Open her eyes to see the wonders in Your law (Psalm 119:18), and help her to meditate on it day and night (Joshua 1:8). Let Your Word be a lamp to her feet and a light to her path.
We ask that You would draw her closer to You, Lord. If she has not yet fully surrendered her life to Jesus, we pray that she would do so today. If she has, we ask that You would deepen her relationship with You, that she may know You more intimately and walk in the fullness of Your Spirit.
In Jesus’ mighty name, we pray. Amen.
