Ronny
Servant
I'm a Christian but I'm also an old geezer of a Marine.I still have friends in the Corps that write and send me pictures from their time in the war.Pictures from Afghanistan and Iraq.I normally have a deep love for all people(because of "Christ in me"),however when it comes to muslims,I have a very hard time feeling the same way.I have seen good Marines bodies desecrated horribly in their private areas (reminding me of the Nam),Marines burned alive,be-headed, and crucified to a bridge. Then I read about Marines being getting their careers ruined for tinkling on a war kill.
I have tried ministering the Gospel to muslims but I sense that I am dealing with a devil each time.These souls have been indoctrinated since they were little with this demonic moon god's religion.
They hate Jews and Christians alike.They are obligated to hate anyone outside their religion.It's in their Koran.This guy Mohammed goes into a cave,says the angel (the same one that announced our Saviors birth) Gabriel,recited the koran to him and Arabs have been spouting this camel dung and killing or enslaving people over it ever since.
Anyway,this stuff has really been getting"the old man" in me as it were,reeling it's ugly head up in me and I need prayer for it.I have people that don't agree with me,dis-like me and even hate me over (my present beliefs) or my past behavior before Christ.But I easily forgive them,love them anyway and just go about my Christian walk.But,for just the last couple weeks it's been getting to me.I'm not progressing in my Christian studies and life as I should. I know this has a lot to do with it.It's a spiritual battle that I could use a little back up with by other believers,if you feel inclined to.
I'm having old nightmares and flash backs again.I dream of pulling Marines off of crosses,trying to put heads back on and killing Vietcong dressed like muslims using my old M-16 or up close with a ka- bar.I dream constantly of being back"in country",doing things I know I am forgiven for,yet repeating or reliving them". Please guys,I've been praying and using all the spiritual warfare tactics I know.I renounced and repented of my hatred but I could only do so by faith,depending on the Lord to bring it to a reality in me.Also,any suggestions?
I have tried ministering the Gospel to muslims but I sense that I am dealing with a devil each time.These souls have been indoctrinated since they were little with this demonic moon god's religion.
They hate Jews and Christians alike.They are obligated to hate anyone outside their religion.It's in their Koran.This guy Mohammed goes into a cave,says the angel (the same one that announced our Saviors birth) Gabriel,recited the koran to him and Arabs have been spouting this camel dung and killing or enslaving people over it ever since.
Anyway,this stuff has really been getting"the old man" in me as it were,reeling it's ugly head up in me and I need prayer for it.I have people that don't agree with me,dis-like me and even hate me over (my present beliefs) or my past behavior before Christ.But I easily forgive them,love them anyway and just go about my Christian walk.But,for just the last couple weeks it's been getting to me.I'm not progressing in my Christian studies and life as I should. I know this has a lot to do with it.It's a spiritual battle that I could use a little back up with by other believers,if you feel inclined to.
I'm having old nightmares and flash backs again.I dream of pulling Marines off of crosses,trying to put heads back on and killing Vietcong dressed like muslims using my old M-16 or up close with a ka- bar.I dream constantly of being back"in country",doing things I know I am forgiven for,yet repeating or reliving them". Please guys,I've been praying and using all the spiritual warfare tactics I know.I renounced and repented of my hatred but I could only do so by faith,depending on the Lord to bring it to a reality in me.Also,any suggestions?
