lucie
Servant
please pray for me I feel very depressed and I'm tired of suffering I often think about suicide, and I don't understand why people are so afraid of death. I feel I don't care to die these days. I'm also tempted to drink alcohol.
My problem is that I don't feel important for anyone, I feel that no one loves me or admires me. I'm dating a man but he canceled every time he had to see me (since 4 months) because he said his work is his first priority...
And I feel very bad for that, he never told me that he loves me yet because we didn't have time to know each other well and no man before that really loved me too. I also don't find work, it's very difficult and I don't love myself enough. I suffer from depression since childhood and what's happening in my life don't help me to heal. I pray a lot but my prayers are not answered, I don't even feel that God loves me. I wish my life would be happier with people who care for me instead of being alone all the time, and time to have fun with them, and to find a passionate work too.
My problem is that I don't feel important for anyone, I feel that no one loves me or admires me. I'm dating a man but he canceled every time he had to see me (since 4 months) because he said his work is his first priority...
And I feel very bad for that, he never told me that he loves me yet because we didn't have time to know each other well and no man before that really loved me too. I also don't find work, it's very difficult and I don't love myself enough. I suffer from depression since childhood and what's happening in my life don't help me to heal. I pray a lot but my prayers are not answered, I don't even feel that God loves me. I wish my life would be happier with people who care for me instead of being alone all the time, and time to have fun with them, and to find a passionate work too.
