Anonymous
Beloved of All
Feeling so abandoned but thankful to God for showing up during my Emergency room visits, my hospitalization in March and in June my physical Rehabilitation stay and suffering in hotel after couldn't work and being paralyzed in pain where paramedics had to come twice. I'm moving better than before but I REFUSE TO STOP ASKING JESUS VHRIST FIR MY FULL PHYSICAL HEALING the power and authority to do is given freely and requires asking , seeking and kicking using that name alone FIRST. Prayer , fasting the ability to cast out. I know this illness will leave my body in my lifetime. It will not stay... It is not welcomed. God hears me . I will always cry out in Thanksgiving first and faith receiving even when I had to army crawl in that hotel in intense pain to say NO this cannot have me!!! It will no longer take from my husband and I our intimacy love connection Devotion commitment Love. My body will heal I fast and pray that casting out illness . My body is whole. My relationship is abundance of love overcoming laughter deep connection rooted in blessings the devil cannot steak that. It's not his. Champion.i pray someone on my social media close friends family take my condition as serious n hear my post plea to offer a used exercise bike or items for keg STRENGTH ing equipment. Ppl post Go fund me all time and some really are blessed and received financial blessings. Nobody did that for me, nobody but my sister n aunt who I begged and my man visited me once my 12 days in the hospital, my 7 days in physical rehab and my 6 days in Emergency care. I was told I was using drugs by family members when I went to emergency room. Friends helped pay for the hotel when I could not work at the school physically anymore, which I pray a blessing over lawsuit. Blessing over disability short term claims bc I have had 0 income since February. I'm askimg for the physical help I need now, it's greet yes prsy but prsy right ppl put their hand in and I thank God for those who have. I'm not fully homeless , my sister husband took me in but I still am mostly alone n use food stamps for my own foodl I feel like when I was a child my mom worked so hard wad poor but never could afford school supplies for her four chuldren so sent me with one folder , two pencils and a few sheets of paper, unprepared always . I didn't complain I just got made fun of and was called lazy by the teacher and took the F. That's what insurance is doing to me right now by not giving me medicine to put it in remission. I could be walking fully without walker I could be whole like others with the same condition but they make me use this medication first or thst one but still not out of pain. Well I know God is changing all that no matter what the rule or procedure is God says in the Bible all the miracles Jesus did all the books in the world could not contain, I'm stepping leaping jumping screaming hallelujah to that.. shouting it out. Same as with everything ,rant against he and I cannot stand God is forging a path forward first job man woman or child can shut it's our derp love that we never experienced outside of God blessing us, thank you Jesus . Thank you for creating a way. Bless that post . I'm the name of Jesus thank you. Amen. AJJA

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, wisdom, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. God, bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to know You, the way You want me to know You. So that I will trust You with my life and anyway that You move in my life. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, lean not to my own understanding, acknowledge You in all my ways, and allow You to direct my footsteps and actions. Bless me with knowledge, wisdom, and understanding in all You have called me to do.