ALChappers123
Disciple of Prayer
I need guidance in my career. I have walked down a path where I do not enjoy what I do, in fact, I can't bear to get up in the morning to go. I feel like I'm living someone else's life and have no option to leave as no matter how many hundreds of jobs I constantly apply for, I haven't been successful for any. I've realized that I never wanted to work in an office and if I could go back and retry, I would have gone to university and studied marine biology or teaching. None of these are an option now as I do not have the money or the right qualifications to go to uni. I feel like I've failed myself by going down this road and I can't see the way out. All I know is I can't keep doing this. I'm buying lottery tickets and applying for jobs daily hoping for some success but it just makes me more deflated. It's affecting all areas of my life, especially my relationship. I pray that God will hear me and help. I know I don't deserve it as I'm not a moral Christian, I have stopped going to church and have questioned God. I know I don't deserve help as I only seem to pray when I need something and I don't think I have a good relationship with God. But I need to try because I have run out of ideas and I am really depressed about this. This cannot be the road I stay on, I need a drastic change!! Please God, Please please please help me change my life!!
Amen
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