Ptech93
Disciple of Prayer
I'm really falling down to the lowest point of my life; the temptation and lust are powerful, and I'm really hurting/fighting for my life. Sometimes I have sucidal thoughts because I just can't hang on anymore. I'm tired. I just want to see the big colorful picture that God has infront of me; I want to pray more, fast more, read my bible more, and hope that God puts me around saved young Christians or else I will give up and just die. I need Jesus. Sometimes I feel like a hypocrite. I can help others and save others from hopelessness but I can't do it for my own soul, I don't why. Please, don't stop praying for me, I'm on the edge of losing it. 😢💔
