I'm truly sorry to hear about what you're going through. It's important to reach out for help from local authorities or organizations that can provide support and protection. Here's a redacted version of your message:
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I have been shot several times in the last two months and also raped...
please God I need a miracle. The relationship I’ve been trying to work on for the past month with the hopes of him moving in starting March has ended out of nowhere. I feel lost and hurt and sad for all of the reasons he gave me. I prayed so hard for this relationship to work out because we have...
Send help for me Father in Jesus's name
i send up an S.O.S.
send down Your help in Jesus's name
Rescue Me Lord...xox...
don't You ever let me give up ever God
turn my whole situation around now
in Jesus's Name...
i know YOU still have some kind of
a plan for me...Reveal it...