The past few months have been SOO very extremely traumatic for me and so have the many past few years...as well...soo much so...that I can not face a day anymore I dread waking up...the stress is soo bad and I dread going to sleep...for the nightmare's that I now have...
Only my faith has kept me soo far...yet it has been severely challenged and I am not doing well at all...though I am trying soo hard...
I am praying for just a few stable and solid Christian friendships that I may not feel soo utterly all alone in life and that I would have an up--lifting fellowship...again...as I had to walk away from some very destructive people who were dragging me down...with their very unGodly Choices for a long time now...though they professed to know and love and serve The Lord Jesus...
I also ask for A True Housing Miracle as I still am in just a temporary rental right now and it is soo unsettling and not stable and it wears me down more and more every single day....
Last of all I ask for a mind and heart that is at peace and at rest...and fully present and healthy whole and very much sane......I pray for good emotional and spiritual and mental health....and a new focus and a new hope for my future...LET ME SMILE AT MY FUTURE...
STRENGTHEN MY FAITH HOLY SPIRIT
DO NOT LET ME GIVE UP........OR FALL DOWN ANYMORE HELP ME FATHER GOD IN JESUS'S NAME I have hit such a rock bottom that there is no where to go...but up again...please pull me up Father in Jesus's Name...thank-you God soo much....just help me please.... AMEN.....and now so be it...amen....
Only my faith has kept me soo far...yet it has been severely challenged and I am not doing well at all...though I am trying soo hard...
I am praying for just a few stable and solid Christian friendships that I may not feel soo utterly all alone in life and that I would have an up--lifting fellowship...again...as I had to walk away from some very destructive people who were dragging me down...with their very unGodly Choices for a long time now...though they professed to know and love and serve The Lord Jesus...
I also ask for A True Housing Miracle as I still am in just a temporary rental right now and it is soo unsettling and not stable and it wears me down more and more every single day....
Last of all I ask for a mind and heart that is at peace and at rest...and fully present and healthy whole and very much sane......I pray for good emotional and spiritual and mental health....and a new focus and a new hope for my future...LET ME SMILE AT MY FUTURE...
STRENGTHEN MY FAITH HOLY SPIRIT
DO NOT LET ME GIVE UP........OR FALL DOWN ANYMORE HELP ME FATHER GOD IN JESUS'S NAME I have hit such a rock bottom that there is no where to go...but up again...please pull me up Father in Jesus's Name...thank-you God soo much....just help me please.... AMEN.....and now so be it...amen....
