Authority2015
Servant of All
I must shake loose a terrible gambling addiction that I have had for nearly ### years. This week alone I have blown over ### hundred dollars and do not have anything to show for it. Most of that money was bill money. I have created my hole bigger than what it already had been. I feel so guilty and ashamed right now. I do not want to go into this new year as I have been for years.
I have been praying myself and also attending meetings but so far I am still dealing with the urge to gamble. I mainly get caught up with instant scratch off tickets that never seem to pay me much of anything. I know that my eyes should be opened to what is going on with me but yet it seems like I am bound.
All the money that I have wasted could have been used for better things. Please say a prayer for me. I do not want to be this way.
I have been praying myself and also attending meetings but so far I am still dealing with the urge to gamble. I mainly get caught up with instant scratch off tickets that never seem to pay me much of anything. I know that my eyes should be opened to what is going on with me but yet it seems like I am bound.
All the money that I have wasted could have been used for better things. Please say a prayer for me. I do not want to be this way.
