Authority2015
Servant of All
I must shake loose a terrible gambling addiction that I have had for nearly 28 years.This week alone I have blown over 700 hundred dollars and do not have anything to show for it.Most of that money was bill money.I have created my hole bigger than what it already had been.I feel so guilty and ashamed right now.I do not want to go into this new year as I have been for years.
I have been praying myself and also attending meetings but so far I am still dealing with the urge to gamble.I mainly get caught up with instant scratch off tickets that never seem to pay me much of anything.I know that my eyes should be opened to what is going on with me but yet it seems like I am bound.
All the money that I have wasted could have been used for better things.Please say a prayer for me.I do not want to be this way.
I have been praying myself and also attending meetings but so far I am still dealing with the urge to gamble.I mainly get caught up with instant scratch off tickets that never seem to pay me much of anything.I know that my eyes should be opened to what is going on with me but yet it seems like I am bound.
All the money that I have wasted could have been used for better things.Please say a prayer for me.I do not want to be this way.