Sworm
Prayer Partner
I m coming for prayer again, my heart is getting heavy, I woke up this morning , asking God why, why Im not further in life, where is my happiness, where are the promises he promised to me, wheres my future, marriage, and husband, that I have been hoping for. I went to bed last night with tears pouring down, and the same this morning, I didnt want to get up and go to work ,but I forced myself to go. I ve been praying to God for others, and for myself. I dont want to be selfish, but God knows how much I desire these things that I have been praying for. He knows that I so am ready to settle down, to be in love, to be a true couple with the men he has created me for, and ready to be marriage and have a family, Im so tired of the season of singleness. I have asked God to remove this frustration from my heart, because I dont want to be bitter, but I m frustrated, and am getting impatient, because I keep waiting for things to turn around for me. I m blessed, but Im ready for life to start for me, with a new job opportunity, true love, marriage, companionship , better health,a brighter future ,joy, and peace. I guess Im still in waiting mode. Please keep me in your prayers.