Sworm
Prayer Partner
I'm coming for prayer again, my heart is getting heavy. I woke up this morning, asking God why, why I'm not further in life, where is my happiness, where are the promises he promised to me, where's my future, marriage, and husband, that I have been hoping for. I went to bed last night with tears pouring down, and the same this morning. I didn't want to get up and go to work, but I forced myself to go. I've been praying to God for others, and for myself. I don't want to be selfish, but God knows how much I desire these things that I have been praying for. He knows that I so am ready to settle down, to be in love, to be a true couple with the men he has created me for, and ready to be married and have a family. I'm so tired of the season of singleness. I have asked God to remove this frustration from my heart because I don't want to be bitter, but I'm frustrated, and am getting impatient because I keep waiting for things to turn around for me. I'm blessed, but I'm ready for life to start for me, with a new job opportunity, true love, marriage, companionship, better health, a brighter future, joy, and peace. I guess I'm still in waiting mode. Please keep me in your prayers.
