SinglemomV
Beloved of All
Lord, forgive me for I just lost my temper With Scott, for good reason Lord. He took Austin to the park yesterday and I am just finding out what happened. We started talking about it more when Austin mentioned it while passing the park today. Austin told me that Scott, 21(his oldest Brother from his dad-Scott was my step-son while married) LEFT Austin with some kids Jordan(my oldest son 18), knew of from school, Austin did not know them, while Scott went somewhere, Scott says to get "baseball bats"??? We have some at home and he could have taken with him???He took someone with him, but not Austin, as Austin could have rode in the middle. He took a while too Lord, and told Austin he got "LOST"!The People he left him with, except for one girl, which Jordan knows, smokes Pot. Lord, this is how children get kidnapped, Lord. You just never know, I left him in Scott's care, not these kids, that I as his mother, do not know very well. I started asking questions to Austin, as he didn't mention it last night. He did say he had fun. I would never have imagined this, Lord.Thank You Lord, for watching my little boy Lord. Scott doesn't think this is a Big Deal Lord, You just don't leave your little brother with someone like that Lord, you do only if you are up to no good, Lord. Lord, I do believe Scott had good intentions Lord, he just did not THINK!, and wanted to go do something probably smoke pot Lord, which I would never have imagined he would do while watching his Brother Lord, now I know different, Again Lord, Thank you for Protecting my son Lord, he is only 10 years old!
Scott left after I confronted him Lord, and Scott is going down hill Fast Lord. Lord, I have tried my best to give him another chance to make something out of his life. Lord, you know he is smoking pot, his health is going bad, and drinking and who knows what else Lord. Lord, this is not a good influence on Jordan, and when Jordan found out he hit the ROOF! He doesn't want his little brother even around some that go to that Park Lord, You know Lord, there are terrible people in this world now, that just wait for opportunities like this, they scope out parks for innocent little Boys to take and offer them Drugs, and worse. Lord, There was conflict between Jordan and Scott before, now it is gone beyond conflict Lord, this just was the ultimate betrayal, Lord. Lord, Go to Scott. Let Scott see what drugs are doing to him to even allow this to happen, Lord. Make him think of what he did Lord, I pray he realizes this Lord, and that he doesn't do anything irresponsible Lord to make matters even worse, just now Lord. Let Scott Know my anger, was really me being terrified of what could have happened to him Lord, and it was out of My Love and Dedication for my Innocent Little Boy Austin, I can not tolerate this Lord, Give me the direction and guidance and strength I need, Lord. Austin is my Miracle Son Lord, Again Thank you for Protecting my son Lord, Calm this anger Lord, this disappointment Lord, Guide me Lord, and Forgive me Lord, for this anger and Lord, teach me how I should react Lord, I am truly sorry Lord, for I was just concerned for my little boy's well-being Lord, In Jesus Name Amen
Scott left after I confronted him Lord, and Scott is going down hill Fast Lord. Lord, I have tried my best to give him another chance to make something out of his life. Lord, you know he is smoking pot, his health is going bad, and drinking and who knows what else Lord. Lord, this is not a good influence on Jordan, and when Jordan found out he hit the ROOF! He doesn't want his little brother even around some that go to that Park Lord, You know Lord, there are terrible people in this world now, that just wait for opportunities like this, they scope out parks for innocent little Boys to take and offer them Drugs, and worse. Lord, There was conflict between Jordan and Scott before, now it is gone beyond conflict Lord, this just was the ultimate betrayal, Lord. Lord, Go to Scott. Let Scott see what drugs are doing to him to even allow this to happen, Lord. Make him think of what he did Lord, I pray he realizes this Lord, and that he doesn't do anything irresponsible Lord to make matters even worse, just now Lord. Let Scott Know my anger, was really me being terrified of what could have happened to him Lord, and it was out of My Love and Dedication for my Innocent Little Boy Austin, I can not tolerate this Lord, Give me the direction and guidance and strength I need, Lord. Austin is my Miracle Son Lord, Again Thank you for Protecting my son Lord, Calm this anger Lord, this disappointment Lord, Guide me Lord, and Forgive me Lord, for this anger and Lord, teach me how I should react Lord, I am truly sorry Lord, for I was just concerned for my little boy's well-being Lord, In Jesus Name Amen
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