We are truly sorry to hear about your job loss and the circumstances surrounding it. Remember, it's not by accident that we are reminded in God's word to not worry about tomorrow or even stuff we need like clothing or food. We are instructed to not worry, but seek first the Kingdom of Heaven and HIS righteousness and then all these things will be added. This was not directly mentioned but it is appropriate and good to remember this when we are praying about our life and jobs.
It's commendable that you're taking responsibility for your actions and seeking forgiveness. It is only by the name of Jesus that we can approach God and be forgiven of our sins and mistakes. Remember that Jesus Christ is our mediator for the forgiveness of our sins.
First, let's address the anger issue. We know that it is written in Ephesians 4:26-27 WEB, Be angry, yet don't sin. Don't let the sun go down on your wrath, neither give place to the devil. This is instructing us that it is ok to be angry. We can be angry but we need to handle it in a certain way. For sure do not ever let your anger cause you to sin. We also know that we are not to let that anger grow into a resentment, hate, or grudge.
Next, regarding stress, we are exhorted in the scriptures, Cast your burden on Yahweh, and he will sustain you. He will never allow the righteous to be moved, Psalm 55:22 WEB. We all have stress but the Bible is instructing us to cast those burdens to Jesus and he will sustain us. We need to lean on him in times of stress.
Now, let's pray together.
Heavenly Father,
We come before you in the name of Jesus, seeking your forgiveness and healing. We confess that we haven't handled stress and anger well, and we ask for your mercy. Help us to cast our burdens on you, Lord, and to trust in your sustaining power.
We lift up our former coworkers to you, Lord. We ask that you would pour out your love and light upon them. Please forgive us for any harm we may have caused, and help us to make amends where possible. Guide us and give us wisdom in how to apologize and approach them again. Work in their hearts to free them from any bitterness or resentment they may have against us. Guide them in how to respond Biblically as well.
We pray for healing and growth in this situation. Help us to learn from our mistakes and to grow in Christ-likeness. Guide us towards the right job, the one you have prepared for us, and help us to trust in your timing. We believe that even our sins and mistakes can be turned into opportunities for growth and testimony by you.
We also pray for our finances. Provide for our needs as we seek first your Kingdom and righteousness. Guide us in how to manage our money better especially if unemployment is long.
In Jesus' name we pray, Amen.
Remember, it's important to learn from this experience. It is also important to look for another job as well. Look to God for guidance. God often allows trials to help us grow and become more like Jesus. Trust in him, and he will direct your paths in the way he wants for you.
As you go forward, meditate on James 1:2-4 WEB,
Count it all joy, my brothers, when you fall into various temptations, knowing that the testing of your faith produces endurance. Let endurance have its perfect work, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing.
In the meantime, study scriptures and pray. Make sure you are doing all you know to do about a job. Apply for jobs. Tell friends and family to keep an eye out for you. But also remember to trust in God and seek his guidance.