Anonymous
Beloved of All
I let it be known that I was grateful to a friend who help me but later I realized they didn't do it out of love but control. I didn't know I had to continue to play the part of the grateful but "lower" person and worship this person and be an emotional slave to stroke their ego. No matter how grateful and giving I gave back it wasn't enough and was never validated. I wasn't a friend but an object and this broke my heart. I realize I've been manipulated by a damaged person who never even liked me let alone loved me. I also realize God that this person was probably at a very young age treated worse and she needs You to heal that but more importantly be saved. In Jesus name pour You blood and fill her with Your Spirit and make her whole Amen
