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4ever hope
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I am suffering from such anxiety today.
Nothing in my life is going well. The fate of my marriage is in the hands of the court and it looks as if the adulterers are going to win financially, emotionally and in every way possible---this is leaving me feeling so crushed spiritually, emotionally, physically, financially and so on.
I can’t take my life back and I can’t seem to move ahead either. It seems as if the people who have done wrong keep winning in my life and I just feel so useless and worthless.
I have so many obstacles in my path and I don’t know what to do next.
For three years now, I believed that the obstacles were there as a sign to stay still and fight for my marriage. Now I don’t know what I’m supposed to do. I see no path or direction.
One thought plagues my mind from the moment that I wake up until the moment that I go to sleep---I just want to go home. That thought is my silent prayer all day, every day. But I don’t have a home anymore. My husband’s adultery took my home and my family away. He and his mistress have a home, high paying jobs, my daughter and all of my possessions and my self-esteem. The lies that my husband and this woman have as formed against me to hide his adultery have prevailed in court.
I am tired and weary and broken and I just want to go home… I want my marriage to be saved, help me Lord. I want my marriage and my family and my home to be restored. And I want to go home...Please help me, somehow, please help. I am asking for these things in the name of Jesus. AMEN
Nothing in my life is going well. The fate of my marriage is in the hands of the court and it looks as if the adulterers are going to win financially, emotionally and in every way possible---this is leaving me feeling so crushed spiritually, emotionally, physically, financially and so on.
I can’t take my life back and I can’t seem to move ahead either. It seems as if the people who have done wrong keep winning in my life and I just feel so useless and worthless.
I have so many obstacles in my path and I don’t know what to do next.
For three years now, I believed that the obstacles were there as a sign to stay still and fight for my marriage. Now I don’t know what I’m supposed to do. I see no path or direction.
One thought plagues my mind from the moment that I wake up until the moment that I go to sleep---I just want to go home. That thought is my silent prayer all day, every day. But I don’t have a home anymore. My husband’s adultery took my home and my family away. He and his mistress have a home, high paying jobs, my daughter and all of my possessions and my self-esteem. The lies that my husband and this woman have as formed against me to hide his adultery have prevailed in court.
I am tired and weary and broken and I just want to go home… I want my marriage to be saved, help me Lord. I want my marriage and my family and my home to be restored. And I want to go home...Please help me, somehow, please help. I am asking for these things in the name of Jesus. AMEN
