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hahlyn
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I'm so hurt by my husband I can barely breath. We have been separated for awhile now he has been out of the house now for almost 6 weeks but we have mentally been apart for 6 months. The Sat before Fathers day he asked me if I wanted to go out for dinner and a movie the following Sat. I was shocked and so happy I said yes! because I want my marriage. As the week goes on I start to feel funny I get a call and he says can we go to a matinee I say ok! the day comes and he cancels I'm in tears. He has money to give his mother, to buy golf cluds to go out with his friends but this particular weekend he had nothing for me. I had just gotten to the point where i could pray for him I was being cordial for the kids and then he does this. I have been reading my word and God hates divorce, but I have asked God if it is your will please restore my marriage and this is what I get. Everything seems to point to me just to move ahead and get a divorce. He is hurting me daily, no financial support for the kids, I am loosing our house because he won't give me any money things are really bad, no matter how much I pray nothing seems to come of it. I am thankful to God for showing me the person he has changed into and for letting me know my marriage was a mistake. Please pray for me to forgive my husband so I can move on, so my prayers will not be hindered I am ready to let this go. I have prayed, cried everything I can and I can't continue to be treated this way. Lastly he knows the word and has a position in the church he has embarrassed our Pastor and they forgave him so I guess I should too, just so I don't have to become stagnet. Please pray ask God to give me the strength to forgive him please!
