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loren
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I just feel like in life everyone is against me today. I've been really emotional; I just can't stop crying. I came to realize after all these years that I do need God in my life, and maybe I'm so miserable because God is trying to get me to come to Him, but I wish I wasn't so miserable. People say sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will never hurt me. Well, words do hurt, like guys saying I'm a whore and they don't even know me. I'm tired of this world. It does hurt when people can't let the past go and it hurts that people remind me of it all the time. I need some kind of closure. I'm always worried every day if my bf hears a bad thing about me; he's gonna dump me. He should know who I really am, but there are always doubts in my head. I hear things about him, but I let it go. Why can't people let it go about me? Why is it okay for a guy to have a past, but if a girl does, she's just an old whore?
