I Just Feel Like Ending It All

[lizowens]

Today is a day that I feel like ending it all, there seems to be nothing left to fight for in any areas of life. When the walls came down, they all came down, not just one or two. I am so speechless about everything I cannot even seem to find the courage to turn to the Lord, I don't have any words coming out for prayer, and I need to be in prayer more than anything right now. It breaks my heart to face everything in life and to not be able to rise above it. I don't know why I am writing today, at this point there is not anything left to say, or do. I love you all, and I do thank God for each one of you here. I don't even know how to ask you guys for prayer right now, I feel so numb and lost, I know I have fallen, deep, dark and hard. You guys need me too, and here I am, selfish, irresponsible, one track mind, and losing touch with reality, life and the Lord.

 

[K-J]

Liz, He doesn't need to hear your words, only to feel your heart. Nothing you have done or said is beyond His love for you. He gave up His own Son so that you would always be right with Him. Let His peace bathe you for awhile, rest in His grace, draw strength from His spirit. We're here for you and we love you.

"Word Of God Speak" by MercyMe

I'm finding myself at a loss for words

And the funny thing is it's okay

The last thing I need is to be heard

But to hear what You would say

Word of God speak, would You pour down like rain

Washing my eyes to see Your majesty

To be still and know that You're in this place

Please let me stay and rest in Your holiness

Word of God speak

I'm finding myself in the midst of You

Beyond the music, beyond the noise

All that I need is to be with You

And in the quiet hear Your voice

Word of God speak, would You pour down like rain

Washing my eyes to see Your majesty

To be still and know that You're in this place

Please let me stay and rest in Your holiness

Word of God speak

I'm finding myself at a loss for words

And the funny thing is it's okay

 

[nida g c]

Hello, May God bless you & peace be with you, I want to tell you that you are so brave. Don't lose hope keep move forward God is watching you, I'm also in pain but when you said You guys need me too, you are brave in saying that ... You are amazing & the way you wrote your letter is showing that you are brave & have a big faith in God just try to sing praises to God & you will be amazed I will pray for you & pls. pray for me too...Oh God the Father Almighty pls touch this person's heart he needs You, Give joy in his/her heart give peace & contentment. Thank You Lord, You are the lord of lords & the king of kings Halleluia In Jesus name we pray Amen.

I love you in christ,

Nida

 

[barbi704]

Bless you Liz. Don't give up. God loves you and we all love you.

Father God, please bless Liz today. Let her see your work in her life. Give her rest and peace from her burdens. In Jesus precious name, Amen.

 

[Patrick]

Lord Jesus I ask that You take Liz and her weary heart and let her rest in Your everlasting arms of Love, peace, mercy and forgiveness. Lord help Liz right now to abide in Your strenght and that she can be restored by Your might, not her own. She has fallen and cannot get up and only You can raise her up to Your might and strength. Renew Liz with Your everlasting Love of peace. In Jesus name, amen

 

[HOPE]

Lord,

I lift Liz up to You in prayer. Our sister feels lost right now, she feels dark and down...Please Lord, lift her spirits through Your Grace. Help her to see the blessings You have in store for her life....I don't know what else to say Lord....You know the issue, You know the problem, You know Liz and every hair on her head....Guide her right now.... Show her the way....I ask this in Jesus' name. AMEN

 

[desilou]

Dear Heavenly Father, I thank you for Liz right now and lift her up to you. I thank you that your arms are around her comforting and protecting her. In the name of Jesus Christ. AMEN.

 

[Chris G]

Praying for you Liz.

There are a lot of people here that need you praying for them too.

Don't give up!

 

[Harold]

Lord, I pray that You would sweep the heart of Liz. When words fail us, and we don't have any idea even where to start in prayer, I thank You that You are able to sweep our hearts and know what we are in need of. Father, I pray for her to have the annointing of Your Holy Spirit poured out upon her, and for the Holy Spirit to minister unto her. Father, at times such as this we know what it feels like to not be able to stand by ourselves and to need your strength to keep going. I pray for all the good things in life for her, and for her to be led by the Holy Spirit as He lead her through the path that You have chosen for her. She needs Your strength dear Lord, and I know that You are faithful to not leaving us wanting from Your gracious hand. In Jesus' name, Amen.

 

[Michele]

O Heavenly Father I ask you to hold Liz close in your arms so that she may find that PEACE & COMFORT that she needs right now. Give her the wings of FAITH so that she may rise high above this present situation. God give her the strength & courage so that she may steer her life in the right direction. Even though now is a time she is speechless help her to trust You and believe that You care, that You haven't forgotten her —and You won't! Guide her through this challenge in her life & help her to be willing to thank You in all circumstances, difficult as that may seem. You alone God knows all her needs. Listen to her cries for help & NEVER allow her to give up. Help her to keep watching for Your answers & to be willing to keep on praying. We ask this in Jesus name Amen