WingsofaDove
Beloved of All
I have a request. Before you start in on me for having a selfish request realize that God does not mind us asking for things. I have grown. I pray for others not just myself. I help others sometimes without asking for something back with a good heart without bragging about it. I have forgiven every horrible rape, abuse physical mental whatever. I don't wish bad on anyone. I'm thankful. I have repented of sin. I have repented of glory for me because I was insecure instead of God. I don't have many things I'm doing wrong. I learned that going to church doesn't make a Christian. It's relationship and I have that now. I've been accused by people of all kinds of nonsense and bad motives. Not being a light. I have ptsd and I prefer to be left alone. I am not looking for friends, relationships or anything like that. I used to pray for a husband until I noticed the men I used to leave the bar with looked more like Brad Pitt than the men I met who wanted to go to church or on dates. This I learned was lust not love. I didn't know the difference. I am very thankful for the good things in my life and I am no looking for pity anymore. I am not in self pity anymore. I am praying for a house and yard with a fence that is not close to neighbors. Of course I love my neighbors and I don't hate or dislike anyone. I just want privacy, space, and quiet. I had a house like this once and there was a water leak so I had to move. I want my own yard for my ### and I. Rebuke Prince of Persia from taking this or hindering it. In Jesus name Amen

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.