I have lost my faith in God. ...

[Cimpal]

I have lost my faith in God. I am in yet another relationship with a narcissist and I feel like God has failed me. I had prayed against another one of these relationships and has asked God to send me a man He wants me to be with. I had asked God on several occasions whilst dating this man to reveal him and to confirm if he is indeed the one for me. After many confirmations and getting married to him I discover that he’s a narcissist. Having been through this abuse before in other relationships I had begged God not to allow me to experience this again and yet here I am. And this time it’s worse- I’m married to him. I have lost my faith and I struggle to even pray these days. I don’t know what to say to God and I feel like I’m spiralling into depression again and self-sabotage due to the PTSD. I no longer know what to do anymore as I don’t even have the will to pray anymore. I feel like God doesn’t hear me or He purposely puts me in these relationships or He looks the other way. I feel defeated. Please pray for me.

I prayed for this in Jesus name. Amen

 

[Elisheba]

Let me say first off that God did not tell you to marry this man, if He did then you would NOT be having problems in your marriage. Sometimes we get ourselves in trouble then we wonder where God is. God has never once left your side if you have given your life over to Him, as His child you are a Christian and He promises to NEVER leave or forsake us. The word of God { the bible } tells us that without faith, it is impossible to please God, please do not doubt what God can do in your life. The Lord loves you with an everlasting love that nothing can destroy. All you need to do is to keep talking { praying } to God because He DOES hear you. Ask Him for His wisdom and direction and then have it confirmed in your heart by the Holy Spirit of God, He will NEVER fail you.

Thank you

 

[Elisheba]

Did you actually read my testimony? This isn't for me but I do love you.

Marriage is supposed to be for life. What God has joined together let not man put asunder.

We are supposed to love and forgive especially our spouses as if it is ourselves standing before Jesus.

Thank you

 

[Elisheba]

I am so sorry to hear your story. The last thing you should lose is hope. God does not leave you or want you to suffer, He is a God of mercy and love. You say it's worse because you are married but marriage is not a prison and when it's toxic the best thing to do is leave. You are strong and abuse will only stop when you decide it's enough and will no longer take it. I will pray for God to give you strength and guidance. You will get out of this situation and emerge stronger. Don't stop praying always remember the devil attacks the strong but you are a child of God you have already won this battle.

Thank you

 

[Elisheba]

I have prayed that God will answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy in Jesus' name. Amen.

A Prayer For You: God I ask You in Jesus' name bless me with the desires of my heart that is the will of God for my life and the lives of those I pray for. God heal me totally in all areas of my life. Make me whole in You. Bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the grace, knowledge, wisdom, and love of Christ Jesus. Bless me with a deep and abiding love to read, study, listen to, and meditate upon Your Word. God let Your Word dwell within me richly. So that I may come to know You better, love You more, and make You known. God help me, show me how, and bless me to have an ever-growing closer, stronger, more intimate relationship with You. God bless me with and cause me to always think, act, and react with a God solution-focused heart, mind, attitude, and spirit. God help me and bless me to walk in the faith, hope, and love of Your Word and presence in my life. God place Your angels all around me to cover and protect me from all sickness, evil, hurt, harm, danger, accidents, the plans of my enemies, and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God deal with all my enemies according to Your Word. God all that I have asked of You in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of this prayer, all those I love and care about, and all those who love and care about me. And God please bless each of us to always walk in the integrity, love, character, and habits of Christ Jesus. Let us all live our lives for Your glory. God please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. God Thank You for answering this prayer and Thank You for loving me. Prayer written by Encourager ###, M.A., Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach

Have A Blessed Christmas and Never Stop Believing God for Miracles!

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Amen Thank you

 

[Anne Omolara Garuba (Hetoimylos)]

I have lost my faith in God. I am in yet another relationship with a ### and I feel like God has failed me. I had prayed against another one of these relationships and has asked God to send me a man He wants me to be with. I had asked God on several occasions whilst dating this man to reveal him and to confirm if he is indeed the one for me. After many confirmations and getting married to him I discover that he’s a ###. Having been through this abuse before in other relationships I had begged God not to allow me to experience this again and yet here I am. And this time it’s worse- I’m married to him. I have lost my faith and I struggle to even pray these days. I don’t know what to say to God and I feel like I’m spiralling into depression again and self-sabotage due to the PTSD. I no longer know what to do anymore as I don’t even have the will to pray anymore. I feel like God doesn’t hear me or He purposely puts me in these relationships or He looks the other way. I feel defeated. Please pray for me.

I prayed for this