I have aliens in my house and they are trying to kill me. One wears black and a black head thing and large eyes that are black and he spoke to me and told me that I'm not supposed to rule in the heavens but he is supposed to. I am a Christian filled with the Holy Spirit and he and the other aliens are constantly trying to kill me by having trees fall on my roof last Saturday and giving nightmares of people wanting to kill me. They watch me non-stop and their arrows hurt. They told me no one would believe me when I ask for prayer. Please pray for someone to believe me that there are aliens in my house. They have vengeance on their mind and they hate me having food or money and they are angry when I pray. They fight me tooth and nail. They resist my voice when I pray by sending arrows to my body and they seem pretty confident that no one can help me. I'm trying to figure out why God put me on the earth if I can't get anyone to pray for the aliens to be removed out of my house, I might as well kill myself. There is no use of living daily while evil aliens shoot all kinds of objects at me. They don't care if angels are here or anything. I just don't think it's fair for me to continue trying to live and make the most of this situation if everyone is envious of my calling and praying witchcraft on me because they envy my calling. They all rejoiced in the spiritual realm when the tree fell on my house last Saturday. I try real hard to keep living and going about my business as if God will save me, but it's been 6 years and the aliens still attack me day and night and their voices keep talking to me. I feel like I'm surrounded by evil, envious forces that will stop at nothing to destroy me just because I was called into the ministry. I don't know any Christian evil or good that has to suffer this much extreme injustice all because God called them into the ministry. I have suffered injustice over and over again. I can't concentrate on my online homework because the aliens shoot arrows at my stomach to hurt and to distract me. I can see them looking at me even while I do my homework online. I have been attacked by these aliens 6 years now. I can't get them to leave no matter how many people I call for prayer. When I first moved here in this house, a witch-like lady lived next door and she gave me spiritual hell; she finally moved 2 years ago. I have had groups of people look in on my situation in the spiritual realm and cursed me and laughed at me and wished that the demons and aliens would kill me. I have groups of aliens and demons look and plot and attack me all day long. I have tried to kill myself once since I've been here by taking pills. I have suffered long enough. I have been praying in the Holy Spirit for 23 years now. I have been from one charismatic church to another. I don't go to church because God showed me dreams of pastors having sex with its members. My first church in 1992 where I was filled with the Holy Spirit at was having sex with a few members, but I don't know till after I left in 1995. I can't go to church because God keeps showing me these things and I don't want this to happen to me. So I stay at home and pray. God told me I was supposed to be an evangelist and lots of stuff. If I go to church, I might as well kill myself because the pastors are looking for sex and then when you leave the church, they pray all kinds of curses over you that can last for years. I still don't know how to break some of these curses off of me. I don't even have a clue to what they spoke, but God let me know I was cursed by a few of them for leaving their church. I feel like in free in Christ and can be set free if I find it to be spiritually dangerous there. So I feel like I need more fortune and good luck. When I look around me at the attacks over my life over the last 23 years, I don't understand why it's so extreme and so unjust to the limits. A situation can't get any more unjust. It seems like people want to control me in the spiritual realm to prevent me from operating in the spiritual realm. They speak curses over me and attach themselves to me spiritually as if they own me. I don't belong to them and neither does my inheritance. They are all fighting over my inheritance. I guess one of the envious former pastors of the gospel sent all these alien-looking demons in my life; I mean after all, they certainly watched me spiritually for some time. They all seemed to be on each other's side when it comes to my destruction and defeat by these aliens. All the former pastors are definitively on the demons' side. I know that for a fact. I just want all the demons to go away and that they would stop shooting all kinds of hurt and arrows and witchcraft at my body. If anyone else had to live with such intensity and unbelievable envy to the extreme like I have for over the last 23 years, they would probably ask God to take them to heaven or kill themselves because that's what I feel like doing to myself. These people have sent so many curses to me that I have no idea how to get these curses or demons out of my house. And most of these pastors are well-known Christians and have been on TV and still are on TV that sent an extreme amount of curses to me. All I can say is pray for God to relieve me of such extreme injustice. It's so extreme that I'm sure if I talk to people about it in person, they would cry. I'm going through all of this just because a group of people and Christians envy my calling. Wow. I feel my whole life is wasted trying to remove other people's curses and the demons and alien-type creatures they sent me. I have obeyed God and stood on His word and been celebrated for 9 years and the curses keep being sent toward me when I can actually feel all the hits in the spiritual world. The one thing that hurts the most is when I pray and believe God to send angels to overcome all this evil and it seems to never happen. That's the part that hurts the most. I guess because I pray for long periods of time. Another thing that hurts me so much is when I know people in the spiritual realm accuse me before the Father day and night and then they launch an attack and prosper at it. That hurts because if God knows they are lying, then why does God allow their attacks to prosper when He knows ahead of time they envy my calling? That's where all the hurt is at in combination with all this stuff and evil wishes from others around me. God told me some people or Christians are praying for me to be attacked by other pastors. I guess what God is trying to tell me is that people hate to look into my situation and not see their favorite pastor attacking me. So they are praying for more people would come in to attack me. I don't guess God is mad at me; He told a couple of people I have a pure heart before Him and He even showed a former roommate a scripture about me in the book of Hebrews on how I love righteousness and hate wickedness. I just don't understand so much and planned evil against one person. Please pray for my deliverance and final deliverance from evil forces that stand in the way of my calling with God. So many pastors have used my life and situation as a scapegoat. They all look at me as a scapegoat. They take it out on me by sending curses to me when they look into my life in the past. It's like everyone wants me to suffer for the sins of the world. How much more can one person take?
