Anonymous
Beloved of All
I have been on my knees God. for 9 yrs. I have prayed to be released from the attacks & destruction of this "Godly" man. I have prayed for him, tried to help him, tried to do your will. I gave it my all Lord, & his attacks just keep getting worse. I have done nothing to him, and I cannot help it that I do not have as much as he. I cannot take it anymore, I am not you God. I have tried to remain strong. I have to wonder ARE YOU REALLY THERE GOD?? I PRAY & PRAY, BUT HE STILL KEEPS TRYING TO DESTROY ME.. IF I AM NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU GOD, TO ANSWER MY PRAYERS, THEN WHY DID YOU PUT ME HERE? TO SUFFER? I DO NOT DESERVE THIS.. IF YOU ARE HERE GOD, THEN MAKE IT STOP.
