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I have been lost for Manny years and didn't Change direction.I lost my family and friends I thought i could live life and chose for my self what`s right choice. In tree relationship i was they were UNFAITHFUL I was so wrong about how life should be I had great job and earned almost 7 figure income. i meet a woman and get together with her and once again same problem came up and also drug problems was her problem.i thought i could help her and did fall in same trap a she was in i lost two of my son`s cos of it and i left that woman after 2 years in drugs and allots of problem.In-debt and no job i lost my house and all my money i was in big trouble. Now its 2 year sens that time and i am fighting to get my life back again.And this time i chose to live alone.I am glad i still have my daughter in my life but its hard to change and repair to loss of my life i had and yes i had a normal life before i got betrayed the first time. I didn't chose this life well i always thought i did right things to hold my family together .well i think i was wrong i did my mistakes in life and cos of that no i don`t have any family. Also now if i meet someone who likes me i want to talk about it and after that i never see them again. It was not my fault they meet other guys and well some of those problems about drugs was my fault i know and now i have left that life behind and it still follow me all time. I have lost my life and my friends adn even if i don`t use drugs i cant create a life i should have now. I have my daughter its the only thing that keep me alive now. I wish i had a family again living a life that has some meaning .And yes i pray every day and thanks for i am alive today and that some day ill get back my life again a normal life. And yes i pray for forgiveness of my sins and yes i know sometime it takes 4 year to damage a whole life yes its true but it take a lifetime to build it back as it was. Almost 20 years unhappy life behind and now i want to look forward in life and day by day take me closer to that life i should live.yes i pray and do good things in life now but it takes time for life to change but if i have changed my life would change i think it should do that and i have faith on Christ to guide me through all doors i have to open again in my life pleas pray with me cos Jesus told me about the power when multiple pray and also that its written it shall be ..pray for all who have Similar problems and that the devil lose this battle he have against humans good relationships and life`s. thank you all prayers
