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I have been clean and sober for 3 years next month. I thank God. My relationship to Him became real and tangible and powerful during the first couple years, though the rest of my life fell apart. Divorce, business failure, my daughter and I have shared a room for the last year, 6 months of that in a hotel room because I could not afford for us to live in our house which we had to sell a few months ago. Now we share a room in over the garage at my dad's house. I have been having using dreams again and desire to drink. I am depressed, I can't find employment that is gainful enough for my daughter and I to make it without living in someone else's home. I can't feel the presence of God, though I know He is there. I sometimes praise Him anyway, but my hope fails me today. I am struggling with other old habits of escape not related to drinking or drugs. I need to feel the presence of God, I need deliverance, I need to provide for my 7 year old girl. I didn't finish school because of my battle with drugs and alcohol. I don't know what to do, my prayers seem so empty and unheard...Please pray for me.
