Anonymous
Beloved of All
My step dad is being a jerk right now. He thinks because of a girl I was talking to I was not getting things done in school when I was. I got stuck in one little thing and it's all her fault according to my step dad. I told him it was because that particular welding positions was not my strong point, but he got mad and told me I was wrong, and I was just arguing with him. He makes me so mad, he does not listen to me. He thinks I'm stupid. God won't give me another girlfriend and that is a bigger distraction then she ever was. I was happy with her, now she's gone and I am miserable. She broke my heart, and my step dad do sent care, he always mad at me about something. I miss her so much. An what my step dad said about her really hurt. He thinks me getting a girlfriend did not change my attitude about lufe, but it did. I was very happy because of her, now she's gone and I am miserable, and bitter, and angry, and I just want her back, or someone new and better. But no, I'm never gonna get married and never gonna be happy again. I hate my life. I hate my step-dad, I hate my job, and I don't want to live here any more. I want to kill myself. Why is God doing this to me? I hate my life. I wanna go home, I want Jesus to take me home. I don't want to be in this cruel world any more. Do you see my years Jesus, you still love me right? Please take me away from here. I want to be happy again.
