Mmabatho
Disciple of Prayer
I great you all in mighty name of our Lord Jesus Christ, My name is ###, i am ### years old and married to ###. We got married in ###. My husband is an alcoholic, he drinks everyday or whenever we have money in our account, he will use it until we have nothing left. He cheats on me, he sleeps out and when i try to talk to him, he will get all angry and walk out. What really breaks my heart is that he does all this with the knowledge that i wont live. I have tried on countless occasions to talk to him but obviously he doesnt want to listen to me. I have also threatened him with filing for divorce but he does not seem to care. the other thing that breaks my heart is his choice of words that he uses when he talks to me. I dont want to divorce as i know it is against God's way but this marriage is draining me emotionally and physically. Please help me because i also have suicidal thoughts and im scared.
