amontgomery1978
Servant of All
I get paid tomorrow - and I have to pay the rent tomorrow. It's the last day. I have been very very careful and trying to coordinate to make sure I have everything covered. But I don't. I just did the math and I'm not going to have enough to cover it. I thought I would but I won't. And I just got a cut off notice in the mail for the electric. And I'm out of my meds completely. And there is no food in the house, and now no hope of getting any. I am crushed. I thought we were finally digging out, and now I see things are worse than ever before, and I haven't even done my taxes yet. I have an evaluation with my boss in the morning that I already know isn't going to go well. I am so defeated tonight. And scared. I thought I was doing everything right. And I am so not. I am so sorry, God. I can't do anything right. Please help me - I am at a losst. What do I do now? This is bigger than me and I can't fix it. Please help me, Father. Only you can do anything about this. Please please please help. Amen.
