Shine4Yeshua
Beloved of All
I feel like I am an leper, I cannot make true friends and the guys that like me are too shy, but the whole world notices. For instance ### at church. Honestly, I do not know if I could have liked this person more, now I am just irritated. Luckily I had a dream that this was just infatuation, so to have had a relationship with this man would have been pointless. I just want true love and/or friendship. Is that really that hard? God, please give this to me. I hear you better today than in a long time. All I desire is the person to be close to Christ and to truly love me. I am not looking for riches, so why is it still hard.
