mmba26baer
Humble Prayer Partner
I feel like giving up. My life is not going in any direction but down. It is spiraling out of control financially. My job is terrible as a temp employee. I am filling out applications like crazy. I don't know when my job will end. Because of the stress and anxiety of this I am pushing my husband away. My kids constantly need money at school and I don't have any. My bank account is negative. I have to borrow gas money to even get to work. I just need everyone to take a min and pray for me. I am slowly losing faith and hope. I really try to live in the moment and take it day by day but it is getting hard for me to even get out of bed. Hard to stay awake while I am awake. Something in bringing me down. I have to tell you that I have been trying to leave a prayer message for a while even my computer won't cooperate. Internet kept shutting down. I often feel like there is always something holding me back. Keeping me from making positive choices. I am praying for leadership, the lord to guide me, for the ability to focus and get my faith back. Please Lord I bed of you, I am not sure how much longer I can go living with this terrible anxiety. I pray this in Jesus name. AMEN
