i don't know what to do...i don't want to be fat but i don't want to be puny and not eat and i don't want to be weak and feel like everything is ten times more heavier than me
and also i don't want to feel so light that i can't sleep at night
i wish i could figure out what to do
i need God to set things right
and make me feel right and do right
Please Lord Do something now
In Jesus name i pray amen
As I was asking Holy Spirit how to pray for you, this is what came to me, ###, is you are like Martha. Martha was so busy doing things and she was getting frustrated at Mary who was sitting at Jesus' feet. Martha said to Jesus, Lord don't you care that I am doing all this work and Mary is not helping? Jesus replied, Martha, Martha, you worry about too many things, but Mary is doing what will benefit her the most (my interpretation).
Also, the word of God says that we should not worry about what we eat, drink, but to seek first the kingdom of God, which is righteousness, peace and joy in the Holy Spirit. What happens is that these things that take our focus off of Jesus (like what I should do about what I eat, drink, wear, etc) is a distraction that takes our focus off of Jesus. Put your focus on Jesus (means get in the word, and as you read, ask Holy Spirit to give you understanding of what you are reading, to give you spiritual wisdom and revelation of who Jesus is and as you grow in faith, simply walk out what you are learning. As you do this, then you will know what to do about the other.
Father, thank you for ### and her heart that desires to know you. I ask you send her Your Holy Spirit who will help her to grow in the knowledge of who she is in Christ, so that she can be the woman of God you have called, planned and purposed her to be. In the name of JESUS. Amen.