When several hours passed after 1030 am and there was no post from you, if there was good news I figured you would have been happy and posted to share that with us, so the fact that time had passed that post didn't show up, I was hoping that it didn't mean this, but started think that the delay was because the results were not what you hoped for,and you were too depressed/upset to post. But I could've been wrong, so I "laid low" so my "viewpoints" wouldn't influence something that I didn't know for sure about. Now, based on your post, unfortunately, my instinct was right. From here, I guess just take it one thing at a time. It could still turn the corner,because Lazarus was seriously ill, he died, Martha said,"Lord, if You had been there earlier, my brother would not have died."But then Jesus resurrected him, 4 days after death!!Like I say, take it 1 day at a time, and know that all of us here are with you on this..