###, God's ways are higher than our ways, we do not always understand why our prayers are not answered the way we think they should be. You need to know that the Lord is fully aware of all of the circumstances in your life, but He is NOT moved by our circumstances, He is moved by our faith even when things around us seem to be falling apart. The Bible tells us that without faith, it is impossible to please Him. And faith mixed with the smallest of doubt is NOT faith at all. As far as the rest of the world living just for today, there is nothing in this life that will compare to an eternity with Jesus if we CHOOSE to follow Him. The Lord never said that life would be easy, there will be trials and tests to go through, but the difference in knowing who we are in Christ is that we KNOW we have an advocate who will work things out for our good. Trust Him, because He is our only hope, people will always fail us, but He never will. Call upon His name, if things do not change, keep praying and ###, we do not ever have to beg and plead with God, He loves us, we are His children and He wants the very best for us. :48: :jesus-sign: