leona
Humble Servant of All
I don't know what to pray for. I am sad and I can't put my finger on why. I know my room mate constantly celebrating about how she has 'kicked' me out of the house ( I have to leave every morning but no one else does if they have nowhere to go) is getting to me.
The fact that I have no money is getting to me. Knowing that the people I'm staying with do not like me and use every opportunity to try to degrade me is not a good feeling. To make matters worse since I'm in their home for women I have to go to their church to sit and listen to them beat up on me.
The thing is this is not new. It is the same mess for years now. I'm 42, about to be 43 and I have not been living on my own for many years. I always have to live in some situation like this and always have problems because of my faith. I don't believe we can live in sin and go to heaven and nobody likes me around because of it.
The fact that I have no money is getting to me. Knowing that the people I'm staying with do not like me and use every opportunity to try to degrade me is not a good feeling. To make matters worse since I'm in their home for women I have to go to their church to sit and listen to them beat up on me.
The thing is this is not new. It is the same mess for years now. I'm 42, about to be 43 and I have not been living on my own for many years. I always have to live in some situation like this and always have problems because of my faith. I don't believe we can live in sin and go to heaven and nobody likes me around because of it.