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loren
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I do feel like there was a reason I got online and found a site for prayer. I got to the point in life where you get fed up with trying so hard to change my life but always being reminded of what I used to be and it's ruining me again. Who I used to be wasn't who I really am. I was just always angry and thanks to public school I had no self-esteem, so I did things to try to boost my confidence. Tonight, ### and my bf watched a movie and it was nice not to feel like I had to have sex with him for him to keep me. I thank God I have him. Yeah, we have our problems and I pray for it and I pray God will heal us and I do pray that my bf will appreciate all I do for him and see all I have to offer and see deep down who I really am.
