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alexy
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Slowly my faith is being pushed to the limits. I am a single mom with 6 kids and i just got let go from my job last month. My life had been very complicated with my last child having autism. she is 2 years old. Ive raised her by myself since her Dad walked away when i was pregnate with her. I went to apply for food stampsfor my house, becayse i have no $ and i got denied, was told to go back in January! I an struggling everyday to just keep a straight face on so my kids don't have to worry. All i want to do is just cry. But having to run around left and right to get kids where they need to go gives me no time to even sir and cry. I cursed at God when i got denied. Why is my life so hard, yet my babys Dad is living a great wonderful life, not having to care or worry if my baby eats or has diapers. He said he didn't believer in God, and now has a fiancee who i'm sure is going to have his baby soon. He don't care about God so why dose God give him a great life with people and $. He seems to be living a great life.yet i say i believe in God and yet alot of bad stuff happens to me. My daughters car just got totaled in nov. I lost my job i'm just say my wits end, thinking slk the bad is for my own good. I have no friends. I am all alone.

) Then You will see His amazing hand upon your life, and He can come through and give you all the help you need, mam! You are SO very much LOVED by Him, and i'll pray that you too will see and experience that!