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alexy
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Slowly my faith is being pushed to the limits. I am a single mom with 6 kids and I just got let go from my job last month. My life has been very complicated with my last child having autism. She is 2 years old. I've raised her by myself since her Dad walked away when I was pregnant with her. I went to apply for food stamps for my house because I have no $ and I got denied, was told to go back in January! I am struggling every day to just keep a straight face on so my kids don't have to worry. All I want to do is just cry. But having to run around left and right to get kids where they need to go gives me no time to even sit and cry. I cursed at God when I got denied. Why is my life so hard, yet my baby's Dad is living a great wonderful life, not having to care or worry if my baby eats or has diapers. He said he didn't believe in God, and now has a fiancee who I'm sure is going to have his baby soon. He doesn't care about God so why does God give him a great life with people and $? He seems to be living a great life, yet I say I believe in God and yet a lot of bad stuff happens to me. My daughter's car just got totaled in November. I lost my job, I'm just saying my wits' end, thinking all the bad is for my own good. I have no friends. I am all alone.

) Then You will see His amazing hand upon your life, and He can come through and give you all the help you need, mam! You are SO very much LOVED by Him, and I'll pray that you too will see and experience that!