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alea.skiles
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I come to you as a child of God!
I am so very lost. My boyfriend ### and I have made the great decision to follow the Lord and since our first steps our life has fallen apart! After our meeting with our Pastor on our decision to get married, my car was taken, we are about to be evicted from our apartment, ### and I have both become very sick, two relatives have died, ###'s back pain is worse than it’s ever been, because of the deaths in the family I am having to miss work at the job that the good lord has blessed me with just 2 weeks ago, and my ### is still unemployed. I have thrown my hands in the air, gotten on my knees and cried out to God, SOLD every piece of furniture I own!! I am reading my bible every day! Every thought in my mind is a prayer! I have gone to an encounter God weekend at my church; I have given all I have in tithes, attended every service at ###, even joined the worship team! Now I have no car to even so much as go to a service!! WHAT DO I DO??? I am so close to giving up but I know that my GOD is good!! I know that something has to come of all of this!! PLEASE PRAY for us! My God will not fail me this I know!! Why then is it feeling like he is so far away! John 3:30 says that I must decrease so that he can increase ... I HAVE NOTHING AND AM STILL PRAYING AND BELIEVING!! WHERE IS MY GOD!!!! I only have 4 days to come up the money to get my car or I will no longer have mode of transportation 3 if you count the days of my cousin’s funeral services! Where is my God?? Please help me pray.
I do not have the internet. ### sister was kind enough to allow us to use her computer to sell what we have left on craigslist, and look up every church we could find for help and I have been in contact with my spiritual leaders. My phone number is ###-###-####. I refuse to let the enemy win!! My God will show up! Please Please help me pray!
lost and with love,
### & ###
I am so very lost. My boyfriend ### and I have made the great decision to follow the Lord and since our first steps our life has fallen apart! After our meeting with our Pastor on our decision to get married, my car was taken, we are about to be evicted from our apartment, ### and I have both become very sick, two relatives have died, ###'s back pain is worse than it’s ever been, because of the deaths in the family I am having to miss work at the job that the good lord has blessed me with just 2 weeks ago, and my ### is still unemployed. I have thrown my hands in the air, gotten on my knees and cried out to God, SOLD every piece of furniture I own!! I am reading my bible every day! Every thought in my mind is a prayer! I have gone to an encounter God weekend at my church; I have given all I have in tithes, attended every service at ###, even joined the worship team! Now I have no car to even so much as go to a service!! WHAT DO I DO??? I am so close to giving up but I know that my GOD is good!! I know that something has to come of all of this!! PLEASE PRAY for us! My God will not fail me this I know!! Why then is it feeling like he is so far away! John 3:30 says that I must decrease so that he can increase ... I HAVE NOTHING AND AM STILL PRAYING AND BELIEVING!! WHERE IS MY GOD!!!! I only have 4 days to come up the money to get my car or I will no longer have mode of transportation 3 if you count the days of my cousin’s funeral services! Where is my God?? Please help me pray.
I do not have the internet. ### sister was kind enough to allow us to use her computer to sell what we have left on craigslist, and look up every church we could find for help and I have been in contact with my spiritual leaders. My phone number is ###-###-####. I refuse to let the enemy win!! My God will show up! Please Please help me pray!
lost and with love,
### & ###
