olivebranch
Servant of All
I've lost the two most important relationships in my life due to empty promises. I thought I could do something nice and special but I couldn't. All my plans and good will ended horribly. No one are going to be together on Christmas because their is nowhere to stay. It's my fault. I've dissapointed and hurt everyone. I've even lied to try and somehow make it less embarrassing. Nothing has helped and now I'm feeling even worse for lying. I feel like I'm the worst person in the world. I've lost my best friend and the boy I wanted to be with for the rest of my life. I've prayed for a miracle but it has come to nothing. I don't want to live with all this guilt. Please Lord help me somehow. I'm holding out for a miracle. I just don't see the point in living anymore. Please Lord help me. I beg you. I prayed for this in The Lords Name. Amen
